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1/13/2010

What a junior should do in the family

        In 2008, I wondered how to do better as an elder in the family. And now, I'm bewildered on another question, what a junior should do then.
        A married woman, in a big family, has to take care of her baby, hubby, parents-in-law, and even his siblings as well.It's kinda crushing burden for me in the beginning.I thought I was incompetent, and, felt uneasy.To work full-time,do much housework and look after the children often get me tired. (Thinking of my mum, I feel sorry for her coz she's done too much for us before.)
        How I wish for a separate room and more rest time. Is it selfish? Nobody understands me. No encouragement for my study or work.
        Maybe I'm too straight sometimes. looks silly.
        One is doing much and complaining more, the other is doing little but being gentle. Obviously the latter's pleasing. Unluckly, I've been the former.
        Adapt myself.
6/26/2009

Sun would shine on everybody

       Some bad news came to me yesterday. Actually I wasn't sure if it's true or if it's that bad, but I know it must bring me a new start. Good for me to learn that  though I felt uneasy in the beginning.
 
       Maybe the injustice appears here and there from time to time. Unluckily I always the man of "sacrifice". Even so, I still believe that, sun would shine on everybody equally. Just I need to find a proper position for myself,to get some sunshine.
5/1/2009

Hold it back

        When u criticize somebody, u r not difining him,instead,u r giving a difinition to urself. This seems reasonable.
        Actually how much I wanna find a outlet immediately for pent-up emotion.
        But I can't.
        She's not totally bad.
        Complaint ruins while comuincation cures.
        Well, I'll get used to it little by little.
      
       
2/4/2009

It's a girl

        Jan.22,2008--- a special day for me. From then on, I really became a mother. My dear daughter was born on that day. She doesn't look very pretty but she's absolutely lovely. she often smiles lightly after I feed her.So cute.  When she liftes up her little hands and stares at me, it seems she quite understands me.
        But a girl, in China,is usually undervalued.If somebody gets a boy child, s/he could be of much more "pride". Though some ppl say they never hold any prejudice, I think it's mostly far from truth.To some extend,the more they try to explain how nice to get a girl child, the less neccessary it is. They kindly "console" the others but truely of high hope to get sons for themselves. It's mostly because of Chinese social reason.Of course there r also some ppl really care and love daughters.
        I never feel that until I have my own child. Maybe I'm kinda sensitive. But something really happened... For this reason, I have to love my daughter more and bring her more happiness.
12/18/2008

Our wedding anniversary

       It's our wedding anniversay today. we thought of some nice memory. So sweet. 左侧拥抱右侧拥抱 I love the beautiful days of December. 吐舌
 
12/10/2008

Sorry

        Sorry, baby, my nearest and dearest baby. I really feel bad today. I failed to take this control again... When you kicked me as I walked too much,I was sorry with tears. I'm m..  I'm just too silly to tell anything. But you, and only you, r always with me,tho u don't understand...
        In fact, how I hope there's a kindly shouder that I can cry on...
11/25/2008

Sorry, my baby

       Too busy to have enough rest. Though I know I know I need sufficient rest and adequate nourishment for my baby. I have to work and,take a number of duties. Once I thought to ask leave or have a rest, something urgent came up. I couldn't refuse. Right now I will organize students to take a phisical test after having fried rice noodle in a hurry (it's OT). And sometimes I changed my plans by some familial reasons inevitably... I complained tho I see maybe it's all my fault.
       Just sorry, baby, but I love u. You are the one who I think and care the most. I don't care u would be a girl or a boy, I just expect u be healthy. You would understand how a mummy loves a baby even before s/he's born. The love will last forever. I hope it won't get u spoiled,instead it teach u how to understand and appreciate the world and others.
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9/30/2008

Girl or boy?

     Do u like it's girl or boy if u have a baby? r they equal in ur mind?     
     Sometimes I think about it. But when my friend gave me a secret recipe to get a boy baby, I refused it in a complicated mood. It's not becoz I doubt on it(as she told me her sisters had tried before and succeeded), but mostly becoz I worry abt the gender balance.Short after she gave me it, I just threw it off,tho I know most ppl prefer boys to girls,including my family. Actually I also like to get a boy (to please them), but I think I don't have to. Girl might be the same to me.The only thing I worry is she's likely to leave me someday when she's grown up to get married. But how I wish she's with me forever!(It seems I'm a bit selfish.)
     Under the birth control policy,more and more ppl hope to get boys and try the recipe. U know, it mostly works.Thus boys r much more than girls. And they r getting more and more.The balance is getting broken.
8/15/2008

You Are My Sunshine

     You are my sunshine,
     my only sunshine.
     You make me happy,
     when skys are grey.
     You never know dear,
     how much I love you.
     Please don't take my sunshine away...
 
     You must have heard the song. I feel the sunshine now.It's just beside my heart.But I can't see it.I don't know what it will look like untill it really comes on me.
     I'm expecting for the day,and hope I could get through the risk that doctor mentioned.Please don't take  my sunshine away.
7/30/2008

How to be an elder?

      Maybe I'm too mean.
      I'm the youngest in my family so I 'm always held in speical favor.Though I learned to understand the others by putting myself in their shoes and take care of the others as well from my childhood, it's still a bit weird when I face a younger. Coz I think I must make way for them and to be tolerant and generous. While the younger don't really understand me,I would feel upset.
      Actually I'm not so generous at all. I can't help expecting for some care too,particularly when I feel not good.But I don't know how to get my unpleasure off my chest. When I tried to tell it in a gentle way(not hurt), ppl blamed me instead. I felt that, I'm the elder.
      Tell me how! How to be an elder? I'm really really out of character.
                                                                                        困惑 尴尬
7/23/2008

Lost

      I'm so sorry for the Firefly English Forum. It's lost and never back again. You know I paid much time and energe for it.There r all kinds of my favorite things. But it's gone.I'm really really disappointed for the service of Boardzero, tho the admin's kind already.I've ever asked him to backup all datas of our forum lest sth. unexpected happened. However,I got no promise from him.Sorry,I'm not blaming anybody , just too sad.Great discussion,pretty essays,different musics,nice pictures,and good friends there, all gone.
      Some friends said I will save time to do sth. else from then on(after it's lost). I don't know if it's a good thing for me.But I'm just loving it,truely,madly,deeply.I can't get over it. I'm not sure if I'll look at it as the childish experience when I'm growing old. But...with no regret, I believe it's always a nice memory for me.It's never lost in my heart.蜗牛
3/22/2008

Love from blizzard

Love's stronger than death, God says that, and I believe it.
 
I read a story of love the other day. It's abt James·Kim, who's a senior editor in San Fransisco.
He went to Seatle with his wife Kitty and 2 daughters for thanksgiving day, then they drove back to San Fransisco after the dinner with his family. Unexpectedly they missed the entrance to the motorway but drove into Rocky Moutains Area,so James decided to detour in the moutain with the map. But unluckily, the old map gave no warning of there might be snowstorm in the winter in the moutain area. What's even worse, the entrance to the moutain area hadn't blocked by the responsible administration department. They kept driving on...

After 2 hours' driving, they got at a 2300m high altitude.The snowstorm 's coming up hand over fist. James wanted to turn their way back when he found it's too late coz the road was too narrow. they had to drive on and on untill the road became wide enough to make a U-turn.On their way back, the heavy snow had covered the road soon. It's very difficult to make every move.
The rest fuel became less and less. James knew they couldn't arrive the previous entrance if they went a wrong way again in the bad weather coz there were not much food and fuel left. They just had to stay there to see if there would come some other cars so as to get help. Certainly James thought to call for help by his cell phone but it's out of service with no signal at all. He couldn't contact outside world then. All food and fuel were running out soon.what they were expecting was the outside help.
(to be continued)
 
As we expect,James ' company didn't find he came back to work on time and failed to contact him either. So the company called his father then they all worried there was sth. upexpected happened. They called the police,who started to look into this case soon. 
In the afternoon, James' cellphone was almost out of power,when he attempted to call 911 again. To his surprise,the call was through but suddently the battery had run down in a second.
Later some more police stations engaged in this case. They had no clues yet.Seeing the announcement of this case, the superintendent of Rocky Moutain police office,Belick Marhon, thought of a man who lost his way in moutains so as to freeze to death.He wondered if James encountered the same. Thereupon the police focused on the moutains for a search.But the complex platterns of the landscape and the heavy snow-cover got in the way of search work, even though there were 2 helicopters in the work, the roads there even couldn't be seen from high sky.When some police cars got to some entrances in the area, they found surprisedly there was no sign of warning at all.
The work moved slowly.But more and more ppl were concerned about the small family's fate.
 
In order to get more warm for his wife and children, James had to burn some plastics and lethers out of the car, as well as some clothes.But, u know, the burnable things were running out soon. It was deadly cold. Even the spare tire 's used up to keep warm.They would all die if they kept staying there.They were so helpless. Finally James decided to leave the car to seek for help."Dear, I have to go out to find some help. Just stay in the car and wait for my good news.Never leave the car untill I'm back!"He said to Kitty. It was 15'c below zero then, and James only weared light clothing. His wife worried so much and cried,"No, I'll go with u even tho we would die together." She said with tears."Be here waiting for me."James repeated,looking at two daughters.The younger kid was only 7 monthes old. the mother couldn't help holding the tiny baby tight in her arms. James kissed Kitty goodbye and told her he 's always in good health to make her feel easy, "Trust me,I can overcome the cold and find rescuers! I won't leave u, dear." She watched him leaving with full tears in eyes.
 
Harry, who 's an engineer worked in the EDGE Wireless Group,learned the situation of James on TV News.He called police at once to tell police he found a short and weak signal calling 911 then. Police soon confirmed it's just James' call. So they made more sure the family was marooned in Rocky Montiain.The new clues lighted up the hope. But they never knew it's been about 12 hours since James left the car by then.
 
The next day a wider and sweeping search carried out.(To be continued)
 
The reconnaissance satellite indicated some indistinct ruts were in the snow.But the ruts disappeared at the parting of the ways. So the search team had to land on there for a further search.Super Marhon was the team leader. They found some footmarks and trailed on them. After 8kms' walk the team even found a pair of jeans left on the way.Marhon affirmed it's James' trousers.But why he abandoned his jeans in such a cold day?Subsequently more clothing was found one after another.And what's more exciting was, a note in the pocket told,with wobbly handwriting, where James' wife and daugters were.Marhon concluded James meant to lead succors to his family by the special signs.
James should have known how horrible it was if he took off his dresses in such a cold day!But for his dear missis and daugters' safety, for the love,he would rather lay down his life. All team members were deeply moved and worried James more and more.
 
The snowstorm was too hard for rescuers to keep the search on. But Marhon insisted on the search plan even at night as he believed James' wife and daughters must be still alive for they had such a great man!
 
They didn't find anyone of them untill wee hours of the next day. A small spot on the snow was seen from the copter. So they flied close to the spot gradually.They were very excited when they saw it's right the car of James! Unexpectedly nobody's in the car when they checked it. (To be continued)
 
Marhoon went back to the copter restlessly and cried James and Kitty by a speaker meanwhile the copter flied around. A faint answer seemed not far from them. About 1.5 km away the succors found Kitty and her daughters. Kitty waved her hands and cried for help, with a little babe in her arms and a 4 years old girl tremblingly standing beside. At this moment how much Kitty wish it's James who took the succors here,But Marhoon told her they hadn't get any news of James yet.:( Hearing it Kitty burst into tears again.
In the helicopter, Kitty told Captain Marhoon her hubby had went out for more than one day so how she was worrying. She held Marhoon's hand and obtested him to find him back, "Please, he must be still alive." Actually Marhoon didn't tell her of the clothing James left on his way and what he surpposeded on James unless Kitty was jolted out of her mood.
 
The search carried on after daybreak. It's near 12 a.m. when the team found James' body in the place 49kms away from stricken area. He's lying prone on the heavy snow, naked. However, his head's up like looking ahead.The police doctor said, it's unbelievable he could stay up such long time when he's wet through,hungry and tired in such bad weather in which situation ppl normally could only keep living half a day.
 
In fact James tramped 49kms mostly by his strong will.From the trail Captain Marhoon found James walked across the heavy snowcover,creeped along a stony and rotten-woody brook, passed through the thick bosk.They even found his footprints reached the freezing water area and protracted out. Obviously it's very hard that he spent 2days on such terrible "roads". Half of his way was on the steepy canyon.
 
I was deeply touched by what he did for his family.He's brave and unselfish, even laying down his own life.
3/5/2008

My Giant Days

      In the early March, I smell the spring in the air.Naturally we think of sunny days,gorgeous flowers,hardworking farmers and a new start from the season. I like March so much as my birthday's in the end of this month.吐舌 I'd like to enjoy the merits of spring. So i bought a Giant bicycle on the first day of March so that I can ride closer to the beautiful things. You know what, I rode almost 4hours totally yesterday. But usually I only need to ride about 80mins each day. It's the way I do some exercises to improve fitness. I feel the wind, and the sunshine as well. Meanwhile, watching the scenes along the roads.Some people suggest me to buy a moto instead. However, to their surprise,I chose a bike, since I prefer the good feeling to the high speed. I plan to go for an outting (or to picnic) on weekends. Soon we will see the peach trees in blossom.
                                 太阳
                            有棕榈树的小岛
1/25/2008

out of it

       i have no idea but, i just wanna blow off the pent-up feeling. .
       is it like a story?
       she said perhaps she would leave this city for a better job. i bet he would meet her soon again. and he did, without telling me anything btn them.
       their conversations were always so sweet while i was lost then. i just pretended to be fine and smile gently.actually i wanna have a talk with him, but... i stopped when i was gonna say sth.... i dunno how to tell my feeling. i do care, but i'm afraid to make things worse. what a dumb?!
       i know, he's a good man. while i'm not good enough...
       i'm gettin' out of it.
       it's cold outside just as my feeling inside. how's it going on?
12/8/2007

how to help the poor

      it's the volunteer's day on Dec.5th. and i meant to write this essay on that day but i was busy then.
      i have some friends who r right volunteers and they usually do some help to the ppl in trouble or in poverty. i appreciate them so much but, sometimes a different opinion pops up in my mind. i wonder if it's the right way to help? they keep supporting the same area for ages with things or money, even i can remember i did donate to them 10yrs ago. the ppl who were in poverty r still in poverty(with slow developed)! did they try to make out to improve themselves? tho it's hard they should try harder. there's an old saying that it's better to teach him how to fish instead of giving him millions of fishes. therefore, to tell them some ways out or get them educated is more important obviously. gov't should train them for free of some techniques to develope regularly and termly. 
     i guess most ppl of proper pride wouldn't like to be donated time after time. it might hurt their dignity.
     there's a story which shows a good way.
     some volunteers went to south africa to help. they drove on and saw most slums which r even out of power and water.what's more, ppl there suffered from both poverty and sickness. children were as thin as lath. the volunteers were shocked tho they 'd known of their destitution. a man couldn't wait to hand out the things ready for those children while an old man stopped him. the young man almost got angry with that old man for that. but the veteran man told him, no pain, no gain. then the old man shouted outwards to those poor children, "hey, kids, would u like to help me to carry these stuffs from my car to that place? i'll pay u some food and stationary." those children were very excited. soon they ran to the car and worked very hard.finally they got things they wanted.in the same way most children got some "rewards". as for some other children who hadn't get anything, the old man asked them," can u sing for us? if u sing well enough, i would give u these food!" those children immediatly got together singing and dancing happily.
     later the old man told the young man we should let them know it's not only kind of dole.it's what they got by their own hard work.and they would know only when they work hard they could get paid.
 
     i didn't mean we wouldn't help them for free. sometimes we do, but to find a good way is really more important. we r not just showing our generosity.
     in the end of this article, i wish more and more ppl could have an open hand to them. and wish the poor areas could improve soon.
                             彩虹
        女孩女孩女孩男孩男孩男孩女孩女孩女孩男孩男孩男孩
11/7/2007

never bow down?

a man named Haojinsong(郝劲松) made an accusation against the subway company of Beijin for only 0.5 RMB. at the moment when their eyes met, it's so quiet in the court. u know, once u r standing in court, u r equal no matter u r state officials or the commons. when the plaintiff sits opposite the defendant, with the judge between,justice's going to come.

 

---- Haojs charged 0.5yuan to go to the washroom of subway. but he thought it's unreasonable to pay for that.this's why he accused of the company.

 

he has went to law for similar cases for 7 times within 2 years. for example, he bought a bottle of water on train and asked for invoice. of course we never found there were any invoice for consumption on the train. so national railway department was accused by him.

 

meeting powerful authority, ppl have no choice but bowing down. but Haojs never. he said,"i have to get them in a fight, tho i might not win, i would let them feel pain and be afraid. maybe there would come more and more ppl like me, which likely make them change under the public pressure."

it doesn't do much with how much money it is, but concerns on our droit. "if u don't fight for it, u would lose more and more rights in the same way, such as personal rights, property rights, including some social rights. it's not happened accidentally but goes a long period. perhaps ppl would think it 's not my concern if peasants' field was taken or if there's invoice on the train. it does nothing with me of tax evasion. but... maybe these all happen on u someday in future." what will u do?

in an interview Haojs told us, what rights he wants r just the constitutions give.

 

there's a similar story in America. it tells u what the hell a person can do to change the world.

 

Pax was an american tailor, who's black. in the december of 1955,she took a seat on a bus. in occording to the tradition of that time, the black only can take the back seats, while the white can take front ones. but there were too many ppl getting on the bus, the seats for the white had all been occupied.so there's a white man requested for a seat of the front from the back seats. she 's right sitting there, refusing the man. the driver even police came to frighten her to give the seat. some other black men followed the "order", but only Pax didn't. she's fed up with these unfair rules and said," i hate to yield to it!" thus she became the first black who refused to give a seat to the white in 1950s. of couse she was arrested for the reason.

 

subsequently, there appeared a campaign of anti-bus. the leader was just

Martin Luther King.it lasted 381 days! as a result, the supreme court adjudicated to abolish the segregation on the bus.

 

as u see, the woman didn't organize or lead the campaign. what she did was to show her courage appropriately at right time.

 

 

as long as we r concerned, we always get used to some traditions and seldom think to change it, including me. but after giving it twice thinking, i think we should understand our personal rights and use them well. we neither need always yield to authority, nor always bow down to them.

10/24/2007

the first ride

     i went to ride last weekend. it's the first time i came so close to a horse. u know how excited i was! but when i got on the horseback,  i came to get cold feet.尴尬 once the horse moved a little i cried for help.
     luckily, the horsejockey was right after me,so he told me how to do with it: hold the rein tightly and look ahead in the distance. then i did it better and better. even i could get on or off the horse freely by myself (how great i am! 热烈的笑脸). plus, i learned that, if u go on well with the horse, u would be afraid of nothing during riding it (try to stroke it gently before riding). but i was still a bit nervous when the horse's trotting.  so i often held the rein back when the horse's gonna run.     
     a man said, the horse looks just like a donkey. it's too small for him. and he dreamed to ride horse on a great plain but not these country roads. as for me, it's enough. anyway, i had a good time.and i can tell proudly, i rode a horse ! 聚会 haha.
     
9/22/2007

would u like to be a Freeter?

http://www.boardzero.com/ahcuicom/ahcuicom-about652.html  (Posted: 28 Mar 2007 02:29 pm   by ahcui )

i read a chinese article yesterday. it's about Freeter.

do u know what's Freeter? Freeter=Free+Arbeiter. Free is an english word while Arbeiter means worker in Germany. and Freeter, as a compound word, means the youngsters who age from 15 to 34, without regular job.they tend to be temp or part-timer.

as the article said, Freeter is very popular in Japan and Taiwan. there have been more than 4 billions Freeters in japan since 2001. and even half of them were graduates of university.

Freeter indicates the young ppl's lifestyle. they work only when they need money. if they get enough money, they would like to get some days off or resign so as to enjoy freely, like traveling and relaxing,even just staying indoors.

they seldom worry to lost job or hardly get a new job. coz they would work as hard as regular workers, even harder, so that they can improve their ability. besides, they r accumulating working experence.

Freeter longs for freedom and individuality.

however, it's not always so nice to be a freeter tho it seems attactive, Janpanese gov't worried. they think it would degrade the country's competitive position. some ppl think the freeters wouldn't be more professional in a field.and what's more, they might be harder to find a job when they r old. even they could earn their bread. but it's not easy to raise thier children, which would cause another worry: they 'd like to marry late or never, or getting to be Dink. their "happiness"(being free) in youth would bring "unhappiness"(being lonely) in old age.

9/13/2007

greeting from a stranger

     i often get some messags of nice greeting from a stranger during holidays or not. he got to knew me just by a mis-dial in the beginning of this year.and afterwards he often sends msg to me tho i seldom reply him. he said, he liked my voice very much.that's why he wanna contact with me. i feel grateful for his praise, but i dont wanna waste his time on it. so i dont reply him but just put my thankfulness here to mean my appreciation. best wishes to him.                                                                                                     
6/22/2007

gotta take the burden

       we paid the first payment for our appartment the other day. now a heavy burden 's on our back coz of the mortagage debt. feel the pinch. i dunno if it's impolitic to make this decision to buy this house.
       i dont know which 's better to choose a lower floor or a higher one, but i took the 5th.floor finally. as a matter of fact, i like low-rise building to live. and there would be many trees nearby,with a public garden front or rear. if i were in high floor, maybe i would feel the nature far from me.but my friends asked me surprisedly why not choose the higher floor.i 've thought about it twice. i know, to live in high floor might be better for we would feel more sunshine and breeze and breath clear air. when i still hesitated, what's done is done. whatever.
        from now on, i should work harder to make money and pay it off. meanwhile, living on a shoestring.
                                                                                                                                            
5/17/2007

robbery on the bus

      i saw a robbery on the bus this afternoon. it's so close to me, happening to a boy. i didn't find that at all untill there started a brawl, subsequently all messed. outta the crowd the boy got a gold necklace back in hand and sat down again. he was raged and told us," d*! they attempted to rob me of this gold necklace..."
     from his saying, i knew that, there were totally 5 young men around to rob. one of them (Mr.A) pretended to lost his money(right beside the boy's feet), one (Mr.B)stood beside and one(Mr.C) behind, the other 2 stood ramdonly(also their guards).when Mr.A squatted down to "pick up" his money Mr.C loot of his necklace soon then ran off the bus (it's just a stop time).the boy hardly stood up and followed him, coz those looters stood in his way but soon he pushed them away and ran to the door of the bus.u know what, the boy ran so fast and got the looter at the door, of course took back his necklace, cursing at the same time as he's really mad at those robbers. most passengers started to talk about the robbery.
      i guess the boy's good at sports coz he's in sportswear, tall and kinda strong, maybe that's why he could get the necklace back. but if it had happened on me......see, nobody really helped.
      yeah, as the messed situation,i even dunno what to help. it's the first time i met this case.i almost dunno what happned. i saw lots of thieves, of course. and i'd reminded the one who's stolen, but ppl told me not, lest the thieves revenge.
      but i really admire the plainclothes police. they helped. i watched them beat some thieves. so great!
     
      er...i dont know why those five looters rob ppl.they r so young and look fine.
4/12/2007

smelly boy sat beside me

one day i went home by bus as usual. when it got to the second bus stop, a boy got on and sat beside me. Gees! the strong medicinal smell of him was gonna kill me! so i turned my back,looked out and opened the windows wider, setting myself into wind as to keep away from the unpleasant smell. i was thinking why he got such terrible odour. as i caught a glimpse of him i found he's sitting on the edge of the seat in a state of some discomposure.then i felt guilty for my mannerlessness. maybe he 's uncomfortable or even got wounded so that he was treated with medication.but i wasn't considerate of his feelings and got him into unease. actually he didn't hope for such smell. he didn't mean to disturb others by the heavy odour,either. i should have understood his feeling instead of nonchalance.therefor i turned back my face and got myself in a natural mood. supposed he's one of my friends, and i hoped he'd feel ease and get better soon.
god bless the poor boy! and forgive me!
                                                      
4/2/2007

selaginella can move (compiled from a Chinese essay)

there's a kind of peculiar tree named Selaginella in South America.u know what, selaginella even can walk when needed though it's only a kind of plant.

selaginella needs water for survival. they will try to get their own roots out for lack of water in that place, then twist themselves together into a ball. once there's a blast of wind, they will be rolling with it lightly on the ground. if they get to a place where there's enough water for them, the "ball" will spread out quickly and get rooted there, settling down for the moment. when it lacks of water again, they will keep on with their "move".

maybe u will appreciate their lifestyle. but they even lose their lives for a move. some of walking selaginella was blown onto a tree sometimes untill it's dried and died. some rolled onto a road so as to be run over by a car, some were kicked as a "football" by some naughty children... most of them ecounter some accidents on their way.

doesn't they survive if not move? a botanist have ever done an experiment to test it. he fenced a small space , where there were abundant in water. and put a selaginella ball there. soon it suvived. after several days the water there became less and less. the selaginella drawed out his roots and got ready to move. but it couldn't move as the botanist has banned all relevant conditions for it. ridiculously it 's rooted in the former place again.
again and again, it couldn't move out and had to root there. so it gave up but settled down there peacefully instead. and what's more, it even rooted deeplier than before and got better growing. maybe it found there were more water in deep earth.

maybe we can get a hint of living from selaginella. some people like to jump ship frequently to find a better one. but u maybe never find a best one. in this case, why not learn to accommodate with it? i think it's also an important ability of living.
3/24/2007

it's amazing

      i went to steel market last weekend,there i saw a little driver, who's only about 12year old. he drove a big trunk skillfully, including reverse! of course he hasn't driver license. he just followed his father, the old driver. that's why he drives so well, maybe. and i think his father trust the boy so much that he even feels relieved to let the boy drive his trunk especially the father was tired at night,which i know by heard.
1/31/2007

flying a kite

i went out for a walking to enjoy sunshine on a weekend. after buying some food and fruits, i got to the riverside of our city. casually i looked up at the sky and found there were several kites flying so high. some old men were manipulating them respectively by strings. as i was curious why it could fly so high, i went to an old man and asked him. he told me it 's made by him and how to make it. from our conversation, i know they often flied kites here since they r old.one man said, "i have no idea if i can still walk here tomorrow..."kinda like counting down his days... i was suddenly a bit down for that while he smiled lightly. "just have fun here. no worry. it's so natural."
 
i also knew how to make a kite. when i was a little gal, i made kites by myself using bamboo strip and thin paper. roast the bamboo strip as to make it more flexible and color the thin paper to get it more beautiful... i couldn't remember how i flied kites with my friends and how happy i was at that time. but i keep the experience in my mind that we often enjoyed sth. we made by hands. nowadays i have less and less hobbies and  interests but only surf online...
 
today, one of my good friends said she got ill. maybe she would have to take an operation! it's really horrible. she worried. me too. but i still hope she enjoy her days since we can't change the case. fly a kite, release ur mood.
 
 
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